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Hello amazing people, guess what?! i'm blogging ;p I want to blog suddenly is because of FayeKimm, she blogged too. and she make me wanna blog, i dunno is a good thing or a bad thing?! hmm, it's not a good thing or a bad thing, it's an awesome thinggg (: ahaha. Oh geez, i'm going crazy. i post out question and i answered it myself. i failedddd -_- but who cares, i'm awesome :DDD weeee, ahaha. FYI , i'm a really awesome person & yeah, filled with perasan-ness. Wootz.

by the way this time i'm not talking about my 2gigih family things, cause i'm doing it next time, so i will have no excuse for 'OHH SORRY, I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT. MY BLOG DEAD...' (: i will be thinking of what to blog these day. but if i dint, i'm sorry, Tumblr is really addictive, CREATE one and follow me (: My tumblrrr is very very nice, i garanteeee. TEEHEEE. remember, F-O-L-L-O-W M-E. :DDD thankyouu, i will follow you back. Whoops, i'm advertise-ing my tumblr :DDD accordingly all my blog photos are form tumblr, so yeah, pretty huh?! CREATE TUMBLR PLS.

Outing tomorrow, i'm readyy. Sorry if you guys prefer amazing pictures more than words. so i'm ending my post with a FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR. teeeheee. bye byeeee.

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So cuteee rightt?! hahah
end post. LMAO
bye bye (:

Just kidding, although i know is not funny at all. I'm updating my blog because Tumblr currently not working. :DDD I have nothing to blog about. cause it's holiday -__- holiday is sooo boring, and i cant find a job. (: and i'm on diet, tho. suck lahhh. oat meal every morning, and no dinner ): but so far *3days*, 1 kg down (: WOOOHOO. Starving like mad D:

I dunno what to blog about already, so yeah. BYEEEE

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I want a few bottle of these so badlyyy!

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I like it when people tell me about their problems, because unlike society today, I care. And it reminds me that there's someone out there who trusts me with their secrets.

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fnlwnfslfsmsmszomg! guess what, i watched cartoon peter pan twice, peter pan : return to never land, twice and real live peter pan three times :OOOOOO and i still feel like watching over and over again ! It's so niceeee, peter pan is soooo hawt & cute, but i dislike peter pan : return to never land's Jane *wendy's daughter*. I prefer peter pan and Wendy (: i hope there's a new disney movie that peter pan visit wendy again (: i would be the first fan ;DDD ahhh, i feel so in love and i felt like i'm back to 10 again (: shooo awesome laaa!

and one of my besttie, Wong Faye Kimm finally came back from China, i have so many videos to intro her, and she's gonna online tomorrow. AHAHHAHA (: woohooo. she went to my tuition center nearby to have dinner, so i escape from tuition for about 5 minutes to talk with her. ahhhh, nice conversation. teeheeeee. thanks for remembering that i love baby blue color ;D currently wants to go out with friends and rule the world >DDD with you guys, not even Obama can handle me (:

when i found awesome things in tumble, i might share it here (: follow me on tumblr, i'll follow you back (: thankyouuuu ;D

FIVE PEARLS OF WISDOM TO REMEMBER:

1. Money can’t buy happiness but

somehow, it’s more comfortable to cry in a BMW than on a bicycle…

2. Forgive your enemy, but

remember the bastard’s name.

3. Help a man when he is trouble & he will remember you

when he is in trouble again.

4. Many people are alive only because

it’s illegal to shoot them.

5. Alcohol does not solve any problem, but then,

neither does milk.

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I love Peter Pan since i watched the movie when i was really really small, though (: He's so charming, cute, funny, although his a Cartoon, but who cares ;D all we need is a little Faith, trust, and a little pixie dust. (: Peter Pan ze cartoon version , and there's a movie, in real live not cartoon, both is sooo niceeee. (: the actor, Jeremy Sumpter, I'm in love with him since i watched the movie, from young till now, honestly (: he's cuteeee! sometime it's make me shout 'i do believe in faries' randomly (: gonna rewatch once again, thanks you tube, and the guy who created peter pan the story and the director (: loveeee it!
You know that place between sleep
and awake, the place where you can
still remember dreaming? Thats
where i will always love you, thats
where i'll be waiting.
-Peter Pan

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Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? That she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

Iloveyou, still.

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Imissyou.

Holidays ohhh holidaysss, damn boring weihh D: no outings no job, the whole holidays i just online online online and do nothing. WTH, i wan rent a house at Langkawi then invite all 2gigians and other friends to play (: Geez, sooo awesome. WOOOHOOO ;D shyok sendiri-ing (: But seriously, holidays is so boring, although it's really relaxing, but i would prefer going to school and piss teacher off and play with my friends. ohh gawd, that's life ;D

I wanna watch Harry Potter so badly, but my mum said 'see first' -____- arghhh!

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If you're too busy to call me,
i'll understand.
If you don't have time to check on me,
i'll understand.
If you're late on our date,
i'll understand.
But if i stop loving you,
it's your turn to understand.

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From now on, i’m gonna study very hard to catch up my result and get in to the same class with guys someday. cause among all of my friends, they’re so much smarter than me D’: and my final’s result dont look good at all

And so far, i only wish that i could be same as all of them next year, 2011. If i could’nt, then i shall just wish for year 2012 *touch wood* )’:

ILOVEYOU, 2GIGIH’10

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I don't hate school.

I hate waking up early in the morning.

fkdfsjfisodfdsfnsd, shyt, it's a monday tomorrow. means it's the first day of school = assembly ): geez, i just dislike assembly alot. we need to sit under the sun and listen teacher talking craps. D: sucks. but the only thing is i get to see my beloved friends in scho

ol (: ahhhh, shyok! Currently doing nothing, wonder why is no one online-ing this weekend.

Picture stolen from Faye Kimm (:

Was skyping with Faye Kimm, Ming Xuan & sze yii on a Friday night (: Congratz sze yii's microphone is officially fixed and we gave ming xuan a surprise, though (: I bet ming xuan loved it :DDDD

Gotta go to the airport, my relatives are going Turkey ;D I want to follow too D:

Buh-bye (:

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LOOK, sunburn D': why the sun dont burn my fats but go burn my skin. suck lah ;p i'm suffering right now. but dragon tiger cup was extremely fun (:

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Justin Bieber and Jaden Smith 

  Bieber and Beckham (:

 

Exam i’m done with you already (: now i just waiting for my precious result (: i wish everyone would pass their exam. Guess what, i got B for sejarah, and i dint copy answer. awesome huh ?! (: heh ;D Zomg, 2010 pass so fast D: it’s november already! )’: arghh, this sucks so badly.

 

Lastly, SA was fun (:

TEEHEEEEE :DDD

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I told myself I'wont miss you then I just remembered what it felt like beside you.
I miss you.

Exam day 4 (: 2 days to go, then it's PARTYYY timeee! So far only geography, science paper 2 and maths paper 2 fcked my up D': other subject i still think i can pass ;DDD finish exam means form 2 life is end D': i cant accept the truth that I'm changing class and i'm living my 2gigih classmate, everyone in 2gigih are just effing awesome. No jokes. I'll miss them like shyt. Hope god put all of us same class again next year (: wootz

Went Prefection to tuition for Science and Maths. It was fun,though. Faye kimm, faster come lahhh! (:

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Went Library yesterday with Faye Kimm and Darren (: finally i studied about an hour. Finally, if not i'm not even touching my books weih. exam, here i come. I'm gonna fck you up (: Sejarah and BM tomorrow, i read for BM only. i totally dont give a damn about sejarah. I HATE MALAYSIA HISTORY -___- i rather read other countries's history then Malaysia's! No jokes!

Goo luck everyone.
we shall pass our exam (:
and PARTY

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" I'm scared of seeing you with someone else. "

Everytime i saw you, i really wanted to run up to you and hug you. A really, really long one )': you dont know how much i love you, Do you? I really wish i could talk back to you like we used to. Can we pretend, for just one second, that thing were back to the way they are. I still love you alot and i really hope you would come back to me (: That's my only hope. I'm miss you with all the pieces.


Exam is within 3 days, and guess what, i havent start studying yet, no even a page. Seriously, i dont have the mood still ): FML! Going Library tomorrow, seriously i really need to study, if not dead meat for sureee. I'm worried bout everything now days. my life is stormy now, but i will see the rainbow someday. this what yii phing told me, thank you my good friend (:

Dear God, i wish me and my friends could pass our test. and we just wanted to be together in the same class in the year 2011. PLEASE :/ 2Gigih really gave alot of warm-ness and happiness this year, thanks for everything. I love you guys forever lah. & LOVE YOU TOO, GOD ;D
2 gigih rule my world, without you guys, i dont think i will be coming to school everyday, even though i was sick (:
Except then 2gigih, my other awesome friends . i LOVE you all too lah, dont get jealous (: ahahha Perasan mee (: aint that awesomee?! Just being meee (: is a good thing, tho.


If i died today, would there be anything you wish you had said to me?
I love you forever, and i really do mean it. Imy )':

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"Hi, I'am a Boy.
I'm going to love you,
make you fall for me and
then break up with you &
hurt your feelings."


is that real?! Please someone prove it's wronggg!

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This really hurts )’:

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Hello world (: sorry for the late update. I was not in the mood )': Really thanks everyone who called me to be strong and called me to get over it. I really appreciated, but still i'm totally over yet. Sorry )': although I'm not okay, but i'll be fine (: no worries. Yii Phing's facebook status, ' Love doesn't walk away, people do.' It's like so true.

Rewatched Kelly Clarckson, Because of you. The MV was so touching and i cried, tho. HEH ;D the song because of you and Behind these Hazel Eyes totally describe me right now. I hate this feeling so much )': Although that really hurts, but at least i take chance (: thinking positive. Got time go watch those amazing MV (:

At last, thanks to all my awesomeee friends who cheered me up and called me to be strong. thankyou Min Jui, Faye Kimm, Darren Ong, Crystal Yeoh, Fei Shyuan, Ming Xuan, Vivian Onn, Kit Man, Sze Yii, Yii Phing, Adrian Tang, Hong Ann & alot more. Really thankyouuuu (: Sorry if i left your name (:
Min Jui, thanks for your awesome text. I saved down, that text was so meaningful. ;DDD

It’s hard to let go of a person you’ve been holding onto for so long. It hurts cause you don’t know what to do, you hate the tears. But sometimes you gotta know what’s better for the both of you.

I miss having you to talk to.

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I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and gone
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But Still no word from you

I keep telling myself that I'm over you and that I'm ready to face you anytime. I keep on telling myself that I'm not in love with you anymore, that I don't really like you. I keep on telling myself that I don't deserve you, that there's someone better. I keep on telling myself that I shall let go of you. Yet, all these things are part of an everyday cycle that unfortunately ends up with being in love with you all over again.

This sucks, until now, i was still hoping that my phone would rang & it was from you. I pray and make a wish everyday, and i was hoping we could go back to the time that you still love me. Maybe i shouldnt expect so much, but I really need something to believe in. I still believe that you would text me and come back to me. But if you really wanna let go, could you hug me tightly before you leave?! that's the only thing i would be hopping for so far, but still, i wish you would come back to me. I'm learning how to fake smile, but i wanna be truely happy, but i can't. I need help, I don't wanna stay at home and face those thing that makes me cry. I was crying for 3 days already, no jokes )':
"There were things I wanted to tell you. But I knew they would hurt you, so I buried them, and them hurt me."

Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it’s like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can just fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you’re ready to let it all end. Trust me. I know exactly how it feels.

Does it really have to be this way?

No matter what,
I will be waiting for you.
I love you,
& I'm not lying.

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The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.
The girl who always laughed, cried.
The girl that never stopped trying, finally gave up.
She dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek,
and she whispered to herself,
'I can't do this anymore'

I'm so emo these day, seriously my heart is dying soon. Some of you maybe knows why, but i cant control myself from posting emo stuff all around. How i wish i can throw away my phone, i really wish my phone would vibrate and the text is from you, but my heart whispered all the time, ' he's not gonna text you anymore, give up girl.' and slowly my tears rolled down. Waiting for you is like waiting for you in this drought, useless and disappointing. Total suffer )': I really don't want to stay at home anymore and faced those stuff. Trying to move on, but i need some time. but still, i promise myself i wont do stupid things, no worries. Thank god i'm going out on Monday and tuesday. Today's 10/10/10, be happy everyone. I'm thinking positive, Phewww (: It's not the end of the world, Cheryl. Your friends are still here for you (: but still, i hope you would come back to me.

Cant wait for 10:10pm, i'm gonna make a wish.

Thanks Min Jui, Faye Kimm, Ming Xuan, Darren for comforting me.
Although you guys thinks it's nothing much, but that really mean alot to me.
THANK YOU AWESOME PEOPLE (:

P.S. after typing everything out, i felt alot better (: thanks for reading too. i love you guys.

I still love you,
I'm always here for you.

Imissyou

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Forever is Never )’:

I hate you for letting me go with that stupid reason but I can't bring myself to hate you because I really, really do love you. I’ll be waiting for you to come back to me even though you broke my heart. I can't pretend and I can't fake a smile every time I see you or every time we meet. It’s really are hard to let you go. Please, please. Come back to me.

I still need you.

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Fear no bitch (:

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I fucking love you guys <3

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Gawd damn, Tumblr is sooo fun than blogger. ahhaha, sorry for ditching you blog, but i swear i wont delete you (: ahah. no jokes bloggers, tumblr is nice, if you dont know what to blog, you could just reblog (:

 

going Vivian’s house later (: i’m lovin it !

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I’m OFFICIALLY in love with DOMO (:

 

Mummy Domo

 

Spongebob Domo

 

Wall-E attack (:

 

Danborad and Domo (:

How cuteeee ?! :D

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My new best friend, domo hand (:
hahahha, i know i know. this is too-pit (:
i'm just bored ;D

140.

Starbucks is loveeee

I’m super busy now daysss. I have Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr & blogger (: anything ?! But NO myspace pleaseee (: i hate myspace alotttt, free to view my websites ?! (: i know this is another lame post ;D

139.

List 10 artists you like before answering the questions below.

1. Justin Bieber

2. Bruno Mars

3. Wang Lee Hom

4. Katy Perry

5. David Archuleta

6. Adam Lambert

7. Kris Allen

8. Lady Gaga

9. Maroon 5

10. Boy Like Girls

What was the first song you ever heard by 6?

Whataya want from me ;D

What is your favorite song of 8?

Speechless

What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?

Justin bieber <333 i love him more than words can say (:

What are your favorite lyrics of 5?

Tell me why you’re so hard to forget dont remind me, i’m not over it. tell me why, I just cant face the truth. I’m just a little not too over you.

How many times have you seen 4 live?

ONCE, MTV world stage live in malaysia 2010 !

What is your favorite song by 7?

Live like were dying (:

Is there any song by 3 that makes you sad?

Things you don’t know (: it reminds me of something

What is your favorite song by 9?

Misery ;D

When did you first get into 2?

His songs & he looks like Michael Jackson sometimes (:

How did you get into 3?

His Looks (: he looks so charminggg ;D no jokes

What is your favorite song by 4?

Fireworks

How many times have you seen 9 live?

Not at all :’(

What is a good memory concerning 10?

listening to their music (:

Is there a song by 8 that makes you sad?

Nope,Lady gaga makes me HIGH (:

What is your favorite song of 1?

ALL (: no jokes, all of his songs are awesomeee ! I love him sooo much !

How did you become a fan of 10?

Their songs rocks my world (:

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Peeps who have TUMBLR, follow me pleaseee (:

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Sorry i’m starting to ditch my blog, cause i’m focusing on my TUMBLR (: sorry, but i promise i will update (: Kimm, i need help on tumblr (:

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Peace :D

Practice makes perfect,
but then again no ones perfect so why practice?

137.

Hello readers (: saw the pictures up there? does it seem familiar to you ?! It's TELETUBBIES, it's my favourite cartoon when i was young, though (: i need to watch that everyday, no jokes (: me like the red one, if you dont remember them , i bet you still will remember this ! the baby sun, pictures are below. just a random post, cause i went to you tube to watch teletubbies once again (: i know it's childish , but good times, good memories :D their names are, Triangle: "Tinky Winky" Dipstick: "Dipsy" curLy: "Laa-Laa" circle: "O" shape rhymes with "Po". I'm their loyal fan (:

136.

Today is all about

Justin Bieber (:

 

that’s all, i think if i continue, you’ll faint (:

last 1 (:

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Love yourself no matter what (:

I’m OFFICIALLY broke :( i actually save down rm100, and i went one utama to celebrate ching ying’s birthday and i spend everything. i totally need to save down my money, and guess what, i still owe my tuition fees, wtf ?! RM70, i need it in a week. any part time jobs ?! :(

i wish to be a BILLIONAIRE, some how i still think money can buy HAPPINESS :D

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Although i cant bring you home, but i still can take a picture with you (: i really wanna buy you home badly D: *ignore me*

Hey readers (: remember my previous post, i said i went to Faye Kimm’s house to had fun, but sadly failed. cause she need to go out and buy stuff, but i still get to go her house and paint my nails, i went there for only an hour though. An hour later, i went to buy my new sim card , i change my number people, my new numbre is 012-660XXXX (: if you wanna know my numb, inbox me on facebook, skype or MSN :D my dump my old number already, which is the 019 wan, cause is really too expensive, but the line is like super good , though (: even i went to the middle of the jungle, i still have full of line (: HEH :D

going ou later to celebrate Ching Ying’s birthday (: so ciaoz :D

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Love, peace, smile, wish.

Going Faye kimm house tomorrow (: it’s gonna be fun for sure. with me, I rule the world. Am i rite Faye Kimm?! (: shooo awesome lah me, of course you are awesomeee tooo. getting more and more perasan these day. face the truth, Cheryl :/ anyway, i’m still gonna shine, muahahha. I’m just being myself, the crazy, lame, stupid, PEARASAN me (: and my friends still love me, rite ?!  awhhh, i love you too ! *fcked, im totally getting crazier or i mean peasan-ier* HEH (:

stay tune people, i’m gonna update pictures tomorrow. hope i will remember to bring my camera ;D

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Lifeless people who hate Justin Bieber :

So true (:

Justin Bieber FTW :D

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“There are moments in life that I will always remember and not because they were important but because you were there.”

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My blood’s gonna shine (:

Doing sivik project, last minute worrk, not even started, though (: and dead line’s tomorrow. wish me luck readers (: Ciao :D