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I told myself I'wont miss you then I just remembered what it felt like beside you.
I miss you.

Exam day 4 (: 2 days to go, then it's PARTYYY timeee! So far only geography, science paper 2 and maths paper 2 fcked my up D': other subject i still think i can pass ;DDD finish exam means form 2 life is end D': i cant accept the truth that I'm changing class and i'm living my 2gigih classmate, everyone in 2gigih are just effing awesome. No jokes. I'll miss them like shyt. Hope god put all of us same class again next year (: wootz

Went Prefection to tuition for Science and Maths. It was fun,though. Faye kimm, faster come lahhh! (:

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Went Library yesterday with Faye Kimm and Darren (: finally i studied about an hour. Finally, if not i'm not even touching my books weih. exam, here i come. I'm gonna fck you up (: Sejarah and BM tomorrow, i read for BM only. i totally dont give a damn about sejarah. I HATE MALAYSIA HISTORY -___- i rather read other countries's history then Malaysia's! No jokes!

Goo luck everyone.
we shall pass our exam (:
and PARTY

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" I'm scared of seeing you with someone else. "

Everytime i saw you, i really wanted to run up to you and hug you. A really, really long one )': you dont know how much i love you, Do you? I really wish i could talk back to you like we used to. Can we pretend, for just one second, that thing were back to the way they are. I still love you alot and i really hope you would come back to me (: That's my only hope. I'm miss you with all the pieces.


Exam is within 3 days, and guess what, i havent start studying yet, no even a page. Seriously, i dont have the mood still ): FML! Going Library tomorrow, seriously i really need to study, if not dead meat for sureee. I'm worried bout everything now days. my life is stormy now, but i will see the rainbow someday. this what yii phing told me, thank you my good friend (:

Dear God, i wish me and my friends could pass our test. and we just wanted to be together in the same class in the year 2011. PLEASE :/ 2Gigih really gave alot of warm-ness and happiness this year, thanks for everything. I love you guys forever lah. & LOVE YOU TOO, GOD ;D
2 gigih rule my world, without you guys, i dont think i will be coming to school everyday, even though i was sick (:
Except then 2gigih, my other awesome friends . i LOVE you all too lah, dont get jealous (: ahahha Perasan mee (: aint that awesomee?! Just being meee (: is a good thing, tho.


If i died today, would there be anything you wish you had said to me?
I love you forever, and i really do mean it. Imy )':

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"Hi, I'am a Boy.
I'm going to love you,
make you fall for me and
then break up with you &
hurt your feelings."


is that real?! Please someone prove it's wronggg!

153.

This really hurts )’:

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Hello world (: sorry for the late update. I was not in the mood )': Really thanks everyone who called me to be strong and called me to get over it. I really appreciated, but still i'm totally over yet. Sorry )': although I'm not okay, but i'll be fine (: no worries. Yii Phing's facebook status, ' Love doesn't walk away, people do.' It's like so true.

Rewatched Kelly Clarckson, Because of you. The MV was so touching and i cried, tho. HEH ;D the song because of you and Behind these Hazel Eyes totally describe me right now. I hate this feeling so much )': Although that really hurts, but at least i take chance (: thinking positive. Got time go watch those amazing MV (:

At last, thanks to all my awesomeee friends who cheered me up and called me to be strong. thankyou Min Jui, Faye Kimm, Darren Ong, Crystal Yeoh, Fei Shyuan, Ming Xuan, Vivian Onn, Kit Man, Sze Yii, Yii Phing, Adrian Tang, Hong Ann & alot more. Really thankyouuuu (: Sorry if i left your name (:
Min Jui, thanks for your awesome text. I saved down, that text was so meaningful. ;DDD

It’s hard to let go of a person you’ve been holding onto for so long. It hurts cause you don’t know what to do, you hate the tears. But sometimes you gotta know what’s better for the both of you.

I miss having you to talk to.