179.

"Can we still be friends?" Can anyone ever truly be friends again after a break up? You give a person your everything. In turn, they learn everything about you, every insignificant fact. But suddenly they disappear. They aren't yours anymore and you are somehow supposed to talk to them. There will be awkward pauses where the "I love you" used to go and the colorful conversations will become dull and painful. And even years pass, you still wont talk normally because talking to them will remind you why you fell in love with them in the first place.

I fcking miss you.
all day,
every day.
And you cant even imagine
how pathetic it makes me feel
because I don't even know if you
miss me back.

178.

Sorry, but i dont need any part-time
people in my life. you're either with me,
or you're not. you cant just come and go
as you please.

176.

Justin Bieber . ilovehim.

I know i knowww, my blog header is damn ugly, i'm still trying my best to find a new one, though. no worries (: but the quotes up there is damn nice! please agree, heh! fourth day of holidays, it's quite fast, tho. i slept thru thr holidays honestly (: and went prawn fishing on the tuesday, dint take any pictures cause we were busy fishing and BBQ :DDD super nice. and guess what, my awesome friends planned a surprise party for me, and i was so blurr, i thought they were celebrating Guo Khai's birthday, and i sang along the bday song, then Vivian walk to my side and said it's your belated bday. shock x1000000! gosh, was damn touched (': vivian made a cake made out of Marshmallows, and Jia Hui made a flower with ferrero rocher. Damn damn damn sweet. ohmygosh, words cant describe how much i love my friends! (': barely tear up! i have the awesomest coolest friends in the whole wide world. SWAG. (: okay okay, i shall stop talking bout it. but conclusion is : Friends FTW. (Y)

And guys, did you watch Ryan Higa, Chester See, Kevjumba's Nice guys ? is a M-U-S-T watch! i replay replay and replay for the whole damn day, and i rape the play button (: must watch, kay? loveya!

175.

Yueh Qi.

And this post is dedicated to this really really cute form 1 girl in my school (: 100% she wont admit she's cuteee. ans she's teh one who gave me some energy to update my dead blog (:

Fact : she's smiles alot.

:DDDD

174.

Exams?

Heeeey peeps (: i actually wanted to blog for a long time, but my laziness...you knowww ;D HEH. Currently is my exam week, and for me, it was okaaay after all, cause i studied. amazing huh?! But still...i dint expect the question was sooo hard, but i tried my best so far. hope my mum understand (:

my mind is now all about holidaaays, every single plan is already in my mind. Just cant waittt, and anyone of you are american idol fans? (: damn i loveee Scotty. he's succcch a cuttie. sorry for the randomness, but i had been playing his song for a few damn weeks already ;D goooo listen, he's amazing teenage guy. he's just 17, i think if i'm that age, i would probably stay at home sleep :/

gotta hardcore my KH later, i failed it last term, this time, things gonna change ;D wish meee luck (: and there's this picture about me :

173.

Angry Bird. Best iPhone app. ever.

YOU SEE YOU SEE YOU SEE, i'm blogging .Lol, forced my self to blog. Wait a minute, I have no new pictures for my current post. Snap, wait, i go tumblr find (: Oh gawd, for half an hour, i cant find a picture ): sigh, i used back my old 1 then. TEEHEE. it's angry bird, tho. damn i love that game (: Btw, i'm in love with this really sexy top model. Francisco Lachowski. He's a gif from god, oh mai. so damn sexy, i show you pictures.

172.

OH HELL YEAH.

Officially going Justin Bieber's concert live in Malaysia.

April 21 2011.

23 days countdown.

i'm like baby baby baby ohhhh! (: