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"Can we still be friends?" Can anyone ever truly be friends again after a break up? You give a person your everything. In turn, they learn everything about you, every insignificant fact. But suddenly they disappear. They aren't yours anymore and you are somehow supposed to talk to them. There will be awkward pauses where the "I love you" used to go and the colorful conversations will become dull and painful. And even years pass, you still wont talk normally because talking to them will remind you why you fell in love with them in the first place.

I fcking miss you.
all day,
every day.
And you cant even imagine
how pathetic it makes me feel
because I don't even know if you
miss me back.